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New Year’s Resolutions
January the 1st, I used to think this date held the promise of a new life, so when I was young, I used to write my New Year’s Resolutions list every year, always adding things that I would never be able to do. It was just for fun, for the sake of joining older people…
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The Superiors: Behind the Story
I’ve been sitting in front of my computer, with all of these thoughts running through my mind and these feelings pumping through my veins; I got to write about them but, it’s just hard sometimes, when there’s no way to sugar coat it: some men make me feel cheap. I am a feminist, I believe…
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Diary of a Madwoman – Day ??
Monday, Nov 13, 2021 – São Paulo, Brazil I bet you’re wondering what’s been going on, where the hell have I been? Maybe not, maybe I just like to feel important and imagine there are people out there reading my little diary entries. Please just, indulge me for this post. I’ve been depressed and struggling…
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New poem alert: “Old Cat Lady Writer” now on Ko-fi!
Full poem “Old Cat Lady Writer” on Ko-fi
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Diary of a Madwoman (special edition: glasses)
Monday, Oct 21th, 2021 – São Paulo, Brazil This week I scheduled my laser eye surgery, after Friday 29th I won’t need my glasses anymore. Whenever a chapter of my life ends I start to think about the beginning, in this case the day I got my very first pair of glasses, being able to…
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Diary of a Madwoman – Day 15
Monday, Oct 15th, 2021 – São Paulo, Brazil Finances. I’m fucked. I can’t afford to my my cigarettes or take my cat to the vet. I am so fucked. I can’t keep a job because of my illness. I know a lot of people who have bipolar and BPD who have steady jobs, so one…
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New poem available on Ko—fi “Unviable opinion” (+18)
Full Poem “Unviable Option” on Ko-fi
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Diary of a Madwoman – Day 11
Monday, Oct 13th, 2021 – São Paulo, Brazil Sometimes life has unexpected turns that just bring me down. It doesn’t matter what they are, really, because in the end I always end up feeling like crap. On my first job as a dog groomer I had a really creepy boss (married with a mistress, or…
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Diary of a Madwoman – Day 10
Monday, Oct 12th, 2021 – São Paulo, Brazil I feel like it’s been years since the last time I wrote anything on my “daily” journal… oh, well, I’m not gonna punish myself for ir either. I’ve been learning these past two years to be more loving and kind towards myself, you know? Sometimes I’ll have…
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Diary of a Madwoman – Day 6 – Monday, Oct 8th, 2021 – São Paulo, Brazil
Today was a very relaxing day, I slept all day with my cat. Got my nails done; brown and gold. Finally, painted my toe nails as well! Feeling like a diva (just like my MC!). I need to schedule a vet’s appointment for Coppélia though, she has bronchitis and the crazy weather changes keep make…